So many precious moments with my boys to document that I will cherish forever.
But not tonight.
This is me at the moment...
Ya know postpartum.
Headed to bed tired and all cried out.
Tonight was hard. And it left me sad.
But.. joy comes in the morning. Right?!
Since my man was held up at work and my mom had a cold
my dad came to my rescue.
And came to my rescue he did.
Calmed me and even made me laugh through it all. Then he snuggled Declan.
And played trains and drank ice water with Grey Grey.
I love my dad. He has always shown up when my heart is hurting
or when life is just too dang real life to handle.
I know if Jesus were here tonight he would've done the same thing.
Shown up. Loved. Spoke truth through the tears.
Played trains with Greyson on my unmopped kitchen floor.
That sort of thing.
Life can be so beautifully hard...
I think that's when it really counts.
For this mama...
I, too, am gonna keep showing up.
Heart prepared to love and serve.
One foot in front of the other.
Day in and day out.
Especially when it's hard.
Because that's where the victory is.
And thankfully...
Through every. single. one. of. my. imperfections
and failures...God is still perfect and His love is just
what I need to carry me through.
Aww my sweet friend I hate to read that you're sad but glad you have the support behind you to see you through. Hang in there and I will pray for you.
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